LIFE sucks for me today bigtime...
just broke up last last friday.
yet we both love each other... uhmmm, well at least i think that way...
bsta its the simplest most complex thing called love. hahaha... haaay...

o well, kaya ayun, i tried chatting, but hell, everyone's the same at the chatroom...
i tried playing games sa playstation, arrghh, kaso nawawawala ung 2nd cd ng nilalaro ko, huhuhu... (ei just in case there are nice peeps out there, lend me naman, its lunar silver star story complete. ty. hehehe, sinuswerte lol)

haayy, my ex msgd me, nsa hospital pala c nanay (his gramps)... cya ang naka-toka magbantay. night shift daw cya. so ayun, here i am again, ggcing para lang sa kanya. so we talked...

its not the same as before... bsta kkaiba...

lam niyo ung feeling na nagiintayan kayo n may sabihin sa isat isa pag mag bababay n kayo pero di niyo masabi... heheheh, nakakatawa pramis...

though im still hoping...

how i miss that guy...

1. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Dumaliang (very uhm pinoy! )

2. WHAT KIND OF PANTS ARE YOU WEARING AND WHAT COLOR?
sorry, right now im wearin shorts. My PE shorts actually.

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
bliss- Alicia peacock

4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER?
5713

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
monay na may cheese. Courtesy of my beloved mom

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
periwinkle (heheh, cute color, cute name)

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
hmmm, by my judgement, I really dunno, its kinda cold though

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
hmmm my bes, bunagees. Ellow!

9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE
OPPOSITE SEX?
hmmm… dunno… im not that interested (whoahahah… ISYU!! Lol)

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
Nobody send this to me. i just copied and pasted it.

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
bored… bored… and err… bored

12. FAVORITE DRINK?
iced tea

13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
sorry I don’t drink eh. Goodboi po ako

14. FAVORITE SPORTS?
badminton

15. HAIR COLOR?
black.

16. EYE COLOR?
black

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
No. I wished I did though… hehehe… MAAAA bili mo ko. lol

18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES?
1 younger sis. 12 yrs

19.FAVORITE MONTH
september

20. FAVORITE FOOD?
PIZZA!!! yummm

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
underworld. Niceee movie

22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
sept4

23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
hmmm depends… lol

24. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING MOVIES BETTER?
scary movies

25. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer, I hate it when I cant co outside coz its all damp and wet. hmmm... now that i think about it... heheheh nah never mind

26. HUGS OR KISSES?
definitely kisses.

27. BRIEFS OR BOXERS?
briefs. Hate it when my patotoy moves around. Lol. HEY STAY PUT!!! Spank spank… oops hehehe

28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate.

29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
yup

30. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
haayy… I really dunno. I do wish sum1 would write though. :wink wink:

31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
dunno again. Maybe my ex

32. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
none sorry, id rather play PS

33. WHAT'S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER (Also DESKTOP)?
my sis name flying around. Don’t care about it anyways

34. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
scrabble. Anyone?

35. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
slept early

36. FAVORITE SMELLS?
strawberry cheesecake. Oh and Pizza!!!!

37. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
hmmm… my ex… haaayyy sorry, im just love sick lolz

38. FAVORITE ALBUM TITLE? (JUST THE TITLE, REGARDLESS OF THE MUSIC)
probably not.. but most definitely (courtesy of my kuya)

39. EVER BREAK SOMEONE'S HEART?
uh... yeah… maybe

40. DO YOU SMOKE? IF YES, PLEASE ELABORATE:
NO

41. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY?
mood swings

42.WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY?
LOVING… hahaha, got lots of it. Lol. Anyone want sum?! heheheh

43. HAVE ANY NICKNAMES?
peewee, pews. etc

44. WHEN DID YOU LAST "GET SOME?"
nyak… tama ba naman un. I don’t kiss (or… *bleep*) and tell sorry.

45. ARE YOU HAPPY?
define happiness.. freak. (again courtesy of kuya)

46. ARE YOU HORNY?
hmmm… lemme think hard… spank spank… there he goes swingin again lol. Be a good boi… heheheh

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:LowAvoidant:HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

">

hmmpff. napaka plain naman ng test ko... kala ko naman may pagka psycho na ko... heheheh... i guess i have to be thankful 4 that. lol.
heheheh... there yah go... watch out 4 me... lol (now this is what i call metamorphosis... heheheh)

Here we go again...

*******SIMPLE QUESTIONS*******

1. FULL NAME: Paul Wilson Dumaliang Duma
2. NICKNAMES: pews, peewee
3. HEIGHT: 5'8"
4. WEIGHT: 130 lbs
5. HAIR: black...
6. SIBLINGS: my 12 yr old sis
7. DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER?: uhuh
8. DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE TOILET?: uhuh
9. BIRTHDATE: September 04, 1984
10. STAR SIGN: Virgo the virgin lolz
11. ADDRESS: uh…
12. SEX: male
13. RIGHTY OR LEFTY: righty
14. WHAT DO YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP?: love, then everything right will follow
15. HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED? relationship, no; exams, hell yeah! (thanks arriane)
16. DO YOU SMOKE?: a big NO
17. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN DRUNK?: again NO

*******FAVORITE QUESTIONS*******

18. MOVIE: underworld, dying young
19. SONGS: tender love, swept away, bliss, dreams ng cranberries. Imago songs etc., etc., etc.
20. MODEL OF CAR: folksfagen este Volkswagen, cutee nung bagong beetle
21. BAND/SINGER: Imago etc., etc., etc.
22. TV SHOWS: ? anime’ shows I guess?
23. ACTOR: Colin Farrell, Robin Williams
24. ACTRESS: Julia Roberts
25. FOOD: filipino, japanese and italian
26. NUMBER: 4
27. CARTOON: Tamahome of Fushigi yuugi
28. DISNEY CHARACTER: Nemo, and Dory
29. BOOK: any book by Stephen king. And cyemps Harry Potter.

*******LOVE LIFE ETC*******

30. DO YOU HAVE A BF/GF?: single once again
31. HAVE YOU EVER ARGUED WITH YOUR BF/GF? Uhuh, every weekend actually
32: DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?: yepo
33 DOES YOUR BF/GF KNOW ABOUT YOUR CRUSH? i said i'm single once again...
34. DO YOU WANT TO MARRY SOMEDAY?: bahala na c God lol
35. HOW OLD DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR FIRST CHILD: dunno
36. WOULD YOU HAVE KIDS BEFORE MARRIAGE?: nope
37. HOW OLD DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GET MARRIED?: as long as i'm stable in all aspects possible

*****EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)*****

38. MUSIC/TV: TV
39. GUYS/GIRLS: guys eheheh
40. GREEN/BLUE: green, well, with a shade of blue… eheheh
41. PINK/PURPLE: purple
42. SUMMER/WINTER: summer
44. HANGIN OUT/CHILLIN: hangin out
45. DOPEY/FUNNY: Funny

*******ALL ABOUT YOU******

46. WEIRD SAYING YOU HAVE: uhmm none I can think of
47. WHAT SCHOOL DO YOU GO TO?: UST
48. HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN DRUGS?: OTC lang...
49. WHAT'S A MAJOR TURN-ON FOR YOU?: eyes
50. HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO ON A FIRST DATE? kiss lang…
51. EVER BEEN HOSPITALIZED? Well malamang yes...
52. WHICH 5 PEOPLE ARE YOU OPEN WITH AND TRUST THE MOST?: cant randomize any peeps. bsta kung cno man and nasa 5 un, mga friends ko un
53. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SOUL MATES? cool
54. IS IT RIGHT TO FLIRT IF YOU HAVE A BF/GF? Maybe. If there’s a guarantee na flirting lang, and as long as the person my partner is flirting with knows that my partner has me
55. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU CRIED OR GOT TEARY ABOUT?: breaking up
56. WHAT'S SOMETHING ABOUT GUYS/GIRLS YOU JUST HATE: sa guys: payabangan, unfaithfulness… geez, I have had enuf of guy classmates; sa girls, pagiging maarte nila (kasi marami rin akong girl friends na super arte) [ps: im not generalizing, ok?]
57. ARE YOU HAPPY? Again, define happiness, freak! lolz
58. WHY? dunno
59. WHAT'S AN OBJECT YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: my computer with internet access, mobile din
60. LOVE OR LUST?: both... go lang ng go!!!
61. SILVER OR GOLD: silver
62 DIAMOND OR PEARL?: diamond...
63. SUNSET OR SUNRISE?: sunrise...
64. HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY-DIPPING?: nope... have yet to try it
65. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS?: Not “yet”… heheeh
66. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS?: none
67. WHAT COLOR UNDIES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: whities
68. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?: “Bliss” by Alicia peacock
69. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER?: 5713
70.WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?: wherever, bsta kasama ko taong mahal ko...
71. WHOM DO YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH? haven't thought of it
72. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: eyes, smile
73. FAVORITE SPORT?: badminton
74. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: dami
75. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU GONNA GET?: uhmmm I doubt if ever ill buy one, ill just download sa net… heheh…
76. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES? Neither of the 2
77. WHAT'S THE BEST ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU?: “Let a person seek his/her own self, if at first u tried helping him/her, and It wasn’t effective, then try letting him/her help himself and let him/her seek the answers to his questions by him/herself”
78. HAVE YOU EVER WON ANY SPECIAL AWARDS?: yes
79. WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE GOALS?: conquer the world I guess… heheh…
80. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED? yes
81. DO YOU LIKE FUNNY OR SCARY MOVIES BETTER?: scary movies
82. ON THE PHONE OR IN PERSON?: either...
83. HUGS OR KISSES?: kisses
84. WHAT SONG SEEMS TO REFLECT YOU THE MOST?: Idlip by Imago
85. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW WHO WOULD YOU LEAVE EVERYTHING TO?: sa mga may buhay...
86. WHAT MAKES YOU ANGRY?: lotsa things
87. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?: hmmm, I dunno actually
88. WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH OR FAMOUS?: rich!
89. WHAT TIME IS IT IN ALBANIA NOW?: how the hell would i know?
90. IF YOU HAD 24 HOURS LEFT TO LIVE, WHO WOULD YOU SPEND THAT TIME WITH?: marami… frends, family, exs… (heheh, pansin, hiwalay ang exs at frends… heheheh)
91. HAVE YOU MET SANTA?: nope, I wish I had though. I wish for WORLD PEACE… thank u thank u… heheheh :clap clap:
92. IF E.T. KNOCKED ON YOUR DOOR HOLDING UP A PEACE SIGN ASKING TO USEYOUR PHONE WHAT WOULD YOU DO?: tell him to use the phonebooth over the kanto instead. Ill even lend him 2 pesos
93. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO THE PERSON YOU LIKED?: last nyt
94. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?: Pampooh my dog, and 2 flowerhorns
95. WHATS YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS?: lee_ziong_ming@yahoo.com
96. LAST TIME YOU WERE DEPRESSED?: can't recall...
97. ARE YOU AN ALCOHOLIC?: NO, I cant even stand shandies
98. WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?: I just copied it
99. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT PERSON?:...
100. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? yep

There are some things that even if you pray so hard, you just can’t have it.
I have been so frustrated all my life, holding on to my faith and hope. I’ve wanted so many things. And maybe that’s what my problem is, being discontented with things that I have. But hell, when will man be contented with what they have? When they lose all that they have?

And again there’s the issue of “happiness”, how can u be happy if you’re not contented; and how can u be contented when you’re not happy? As for now I could say that I am happy… despite of all the mishaps that happened to me this past few weeks, all the ramblings and stress I have had experienced during my exam week; the break-up that I’ve had, this pretty much booooriing life that I have, I am happy… or is it?

But one thing is for sure, I’m not contented.

http://www.thebigview.com/pastlife/

That's the link to have ur reading...

O well, here's mine:

Your past life diagnosis:
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere in the territory of modern New Guinea around the year 1800.
Your profession was that of a dancer, singer or actor.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
You had the mind of a scientist, always seeking new explanations. Your environment often misunderstood you, but respected your knowledge.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your lesson is to study, to practice and to use the wisdom that lies within the psychological sciences and in ancient manuscripts. With strong faith and hard work you will reach your real destiny in your present life.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Do you remember now?


Hehehe, i knew it, I WAS FEMALE?! lolz... hahaha... what a life
o well...

You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla>

Ichi - "That one with wisdom"
Sponsored by www.life-blood.cjb.net


What would your Japanese name be? (female)
brought to you by Quizilla
">

i'm supposed to be meeting sum1 right now at school... coz i just came from makati to process my "future". heheh, sumthin to do with school...

So here I am excited and all, then he msgs me and that he'll be late... damn late. Its ok if it was just for about 30-45 mins. but damn it, he'll be coming over after 2 hours. TWO FREAKING HOURS!

What the hell am i gonna do here?!!!

ARRGGGHH!!! My heads gonna explode. Im just sooo infuriated i wanna smash the monitor right now...

DAMN FUCKIN LIFE!

Then i check my exs YM, theres an offline msg. Seems like he's gonna meet sum1 later. Damn it!!! I know im not in the position to be angry or whatever... but still...

Ever had that feeling when you just wanna scream your lungs out, throw whatver your'e holdin right now, and just cry...

Thats what im feeling right now.

Arrrgghh... its my stupid ex i can't get over with.

I hate this feeling. Id rather be bored than to feel this feeling. Its indescribable. It like your whole body is geeting sucked in an endless portal, a blackhole maybe... its like your'e a sinking ship, or maybe like your head is floating... I really cant comprehend what im feeling... Arrrgghh... Im getting really annoyed...

What did I do to deserve this!!!!

Im a good boi, No vices whatsoever, My grades are ok, I dont look like a monster, Im not fond of clubs, I hate fighting etc etc... Im sooo damn OK (or at least i think...)

But why... aarrgghhh... why did I ever fell for a person like my ex.

I know im such a blabber and a whiner...

Its just that im sad today. Im still having an aftershock of our break up... How I wish that my memry's just erased. I dont wanna see my ex, coz I dont know how i will friggin' react in front of him...

haayyy... i dont know if im supposed to hate him...

I know its not his fault to enjoy after our break up. but please, at least, sana man lang he had a break. a time to think before plunging to the flirting business again. and worse, why am I so bothered about him, when he doesn't even care that I exist right now...

Again, sumtyms I just wish that my heart's a stone so that I'll never be able to feel the pain im feeling right now. Or I have this magic barrier so that ill just feel numb towards relationships...

My ex's cuz told me never to wish that coz In the end I will be the one who's alone...

But then again, look who's alone now?...

Im sorry, i know this is bad, but sumtyms i feel that im such a failure...

kuya...
galing mo talaga grabe... tumpak na tumpak sa king sitwasyon...
here goes...
sana di niya ko mademanda ng plagiarism... lolz

"enero"

tulad ng isang ibon, patuloy kong nilipad ang lawak ng langit na inakala kong hindi kailanman sisikip. maaari rin pala akong mabigyan ng pagkakataong magkaroon ng kasabay. dadapo pag hapo, lilipad pag masigla.

nakalimot na akong bilangin at tandaan ang lahat ng biyayang naipagkaloob. hanggang sa nasanay na lang akong umaalis ng walang pakundangan. laging umaasang habambuhay akong may babalikan dahil iniisip kong habambuhay may maghihintay.

sa mga pinasok kong saya, hindi ko inalintana ang sakit na mararanasan. at patuloy kong nilasap ang hungkag na kaligayahan. nagbigay ng di umaasang magkakaroon ng kapalit kailanman. binuhay ang sarili sa panandaliang kasinungalingan na kahit hanggang ngayon, di ko pa rin malaman kung gaano kahaba ang sandali.

nagpabaya ako. binulag ang sarili sa dagliang liwanag na inihatid. kapalit ng walang hanggang dilim. maaari kayang pumikit lang ako ng matagal? o kaya'y natulog ng walang panaginip? pero kailan ako didilat? kailan ako gigising?

hanggang saan mo kayang dayain ang lahat ng nararamdaman ko? hanggang kailan palalayain ang sinilo kong kaluluwa? ngayon ba'y tanto ko na hindi mo kailan man ako pinaligaya, kundi pinasok sa isang palabas na walang nakapagtiis mapanood. wala naman yatang nakinabang, pero bakit mo ginawa?

hindi kita mahal. nagpatarantado lang ako sa 'yo.

oh damnit...
got my grades onlyn...
and the nerve of me to post them. heheh...
o well, who cares, here they are:


Subject Name: MICR 200
Subject Description: MICROBIOLOGY
Lec Units: 3.00
Lab Units: 2.00
Grade: 1.75

Subject Name: BIOSTAT
Subject Description: BIOSTATISTICS
Lec Units: 3.00
Lab Units: .00
Grade: 1.25

Subject Name: CLCH 1
Subject Description: CLINICAL CHEMISTRY I
Lec Units: 2.00
Lab Units: 1.00
Grade: 2.0

Subject Name: HHIST
Subject Description: HUMAN HISTOLOGY
Lec Units: 2.00
Lab Units: .00
Grade: 2.0

Subject Name: MTLELM
Subject Description: MEDTECH LAWS
Lec Units: 3.00
Lab Units: .00
Grade: 1.0

Subject Name: PARA
Subject Description: PARASITOLOGY
Lec Units: 2.00
Lab Units: 1.00
Grade: 1.25

Subject Name: PHYANA
Subject Description: PHYSIOLOGY-ANATOMY
Lec Units: 3.00
Lab Units: 1.00
Grade: 2.25

Subject Name: SCL 9
Subject Description: MARRIAGE AND FAMILY
Lec Units: 3.00
Lab Units: .00
Grade: 1.50

As of October 17, 2003




AND U ACTUALLY BELIEVE THAT THESE ARE NOT TAMPERED???
Hahahaha... wish ko lang grade ko nga to... lolz...
Haayy, my grades are low, heheh... well, at least man lang d2 sa journ ko my fantasies of having good grades are fulfilled. heheh... good day

a forwarded mail...
un lang
relate na anamn ako lolz


The one that got away

In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you
shared something special, ones who will always mean something.
There's
the one you first kissed, the one you first loved,the one you put on a
pedestal, the one you're with ? and the one that got away. Who is the
one that got away? I guess it's that person with who everything was
great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There
was
no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the
cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose. I believe in the
fact
that ending up with someone, finding a long time partner that is, does
not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an
equal
part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of
timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit
to
someone in a way that goes beyond the little nice ties of giddy
romance.
How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When
you're not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn't matter
who
you're with, it just doesn't work. Small problems become big;
inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you're not ready
and
it shows. It's not that you and the person you're with are no good;
it's just that it's not yet right, and little things become the
flashpoint of that fact. Then one day you're ready. You really are.
And when this happens you'll be ready to settle down with someone. He
or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest
star
of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it'll work because
you're ready. It'll work because it's the right time and you'll make
it
work. And it'll make sense, it really will. So that day comes when
you're finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a
different person. Things are different, your approach is different,
you
finally understand who you are and what you want, and you've become
ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there's no
telling when this day will come. Hopefully you're single but you
could
be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids,
it
doesn't matter. All you know is that you've changed, and for some
reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.
You'll think about them because you'll wonder, "What if they were here
today?" You'll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am
and not as I was?" That's what the one that got away is. The biggest
"What if?" you'll have in your life. If you're married, you'll just
have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe
me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can
happen
to the best of us. But hopefully you're mature enough to realize that
you're already with the one you're with and this is just another test
of
your commitment, one which will just
strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you'll think
about
him/her every so often, but it's alright. It's never nice to live
with
a "might have been," but it happens. Maybe the one that got away is
the
one who's already married. In which case it's the same thing. You
just
have to accept and know that your memories of that person will
probably
bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you're old
and
gray and reminiscing. But if neither of that is the case, then it's
different. What do you do if it's not yet too late? Simple ? find
him,
find her. Because the very existence of a "one that got away" means
that you'll always wonder, what if you got that one? Ask him out to
coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn't matter if you've dropped in
from out of nowhere. You'd be surprised, you just might be "the
one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that
got
away." You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won't make a
difference. If the timing is finally right, it'll all just fall into
place somehow and you know, I'm thinking, it would be a great feeling,
in the end, to be able to say to someone, "Hey you, you're the one
that
almost got away."

again another forwarded mail
relate na anamn... lolz

Yehey! Wala na kami...



Yehey! Wala na kami. Wala na akong aalalahanin, wala na akong
iisipin...

Pero hirap akong matulog sa gabi dahil bumabalik yung mga alaala noong
magkasama kami. Naiisip ko kung paano niya hawakan yung kamay ko, yung
tipong nagsasabing hindi niya ako iiwanan. Kung pa'no niya ko yakapin,
yung nagsasabing lagi niya akong poprotektahan. At kung pa'no niya ako
halikan, yung nagsasabing mahal na mahal nya ako.

Yehey! Wala na kami. Hindi na ako iiyak pa...

Pero kapag gabi nagagawa ko pa ring umiyak, dahil nami-miss ko siya.
Nami-miss ko yung mga ngiti niyang nakakaloko, mga jokes niyang corny,
mga tingin niyang nakakatunaw, tawa niyang nakakabaliw, pangungulit
niya
sa akin at kung anu-ano pang kapraningan na ginagawa niya. Nami-miss
ko
yun...

Yehey! Wala na kami. Wala na akong tatawagan, hindi na ako magte-text
sa
kanya, at makakaipon na ako ng pera para sa sarili ko.

Pero sa tuwing hawak ko ang cell phone ko, lagi kong hinahanap ang
pangalan niya. Lagi akong nate-tempt na magtext sa kanya, o di naman
kaya, tumawag. Nangangati lagi ang darili ko na pindutin ang "Write
Message" i-type ang message ko, i-scroll yung button para makita ko
yung
number niya, at tapos ipe-press ko yung "Send". O kaya naman, i-scroll
ko yung button para mahanap yung name niya tapos ipe-press ko yung
"Call". Kahit na alam ko na mauubos na ang load ko at wala na akong
pambili ng credit (dahil kabibigay lang ng nanay ko). Kahit na alam
kong
hindi naman sya magre-reply at hinding-hindi nya ako tatawagan. At
kahit
kailan hindi na nya gagawin pang magparamdam.

Yehey! Wala na kami. Magkakaroon na ako ng time para sa sarili ko, sa
pamilya ko at sa barkada ko.

Pero sa tuwing lalabas ako ng bahay, kasama man ang pamilya o barkada
ko, siya lagi ang naaalala ko, na sana, kasama ko siya ngayon.
Magkahawak kamay na namamasyal, naglolokohan, nagkukulit! an, at
nagtatawanan. Tapos, walang katapusang usapan kung saan kakain ng
lunch,
kung sa Jollibee, McDo, KFC, o sa Max's. Kung pupunta ba sa isang game
arcade para maglaro ng video games o di kaya naman, kung maglalaro ng
basketball, bowling or billiards. Tapos, i-hahatid niya ako papauwi
sabay nanakawan ng halik habang nasa biyahe.

Yehey! Wala na kami. Hindi na ako magpupuyat sa kakatutok sa computer,
aabutin ng madaling-araw kaka-chat sa kanya.

Pero sa tuwing may ise-search ako sa Internet, bubuksan ko ang Yahoo
Messenger, MSN Messenger, ICQ, at MIRC dahil baka sakaling dumating
siya. Makausap ko man lang, makikipagkulitan uli at baka sakaling
magkaliwanagan kami at maibalik ang dating "kami".

Yehey! Wala na kami. Wala na akong boyfriend, pwede na akong tumingin
sa
iba at tumanggap ng manliligaw.

Pero sabi ko sa sarili ko, hindi na ako magmamahal pa uli. Dahil siya
lang ang mahal ko. Siya lang ang nakaka-kumpleto sa araw ko, siya lang
yung inspirasyon ! ko sa mga bagay-bagay. Siya lang yung nakakaintindi
sa akin kapag may problema ako. Siya lang yung nakakapagpatahan sa
akin
kapag umiiyak ako. Siya lang ang buhay ko, siya lang, wala ng iba.

Magmamahal din ako, pero hindi muna ngayon, hindi muna...

Sabi nila, "It's not the student's fault if he fails in his
subjects."

Bakit naman? Sagot nila, "Because the year only has 365 days."

And when you take these factors/things into consideration....

1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year. Sunday is rest day.
therefore...

Days left: 313.

2. Summer - 50 days of very hot weather.
mahirap daw mag-aral kapag mainit.

Days left: 263.

3. Sleep - Kailangan ng 8 hours araw-araw, hindi ba? Calculate,
this
equals
to 130 days.

Days left: 141.

4. Relaxation - kailangan mo ng isang oras per day, sabi nila.
(good for health) means 15 days.

Days left: 126.

5. Pagkain - tatlong meals, snacktime, 2 hours estimate para doon.
(dapat chew properly). Bilangin mo, equal to 30 days.

Days left: 96.

6. Chit-Chat - "man is a social animal". So sabihin na nating
isang oras per araw kang nakikipang-chikahan. means 15 days.

Days lef t: 81.

7. Exams - per year, mga 35 exam days.

Days left: 46.

8. Festivals/holidays/araw para sa RALLY o MOB - 37 days.

Balance: 9 days.

9. Illness - nagkakasakit ka rin naman minsan, hindi ba? Sabihin
na nating
apat na araw kada taon.

Remaining days: 5.

10. Organization - siyempre may mga org activities pa. So 4 na
araw para
dun, sabihin natin.

1 day left.

11. Tapos, that 1 day is your birthday. How can you study at that
day?

Natitirang araw: 0, nill, nada, none


"SO, san mo isisingit ngayon ang pag-aaral?"






wHen God mAde mE,

He wAs onLy sHowiNg oFf.

Congratulations on being the creator of a new
Evil Plan (tm)!

Your objective is simple: Soul Accumulation.

Your motive is a little bit more complex: Love (Yes, it works)

Stage One

To begin your plan, you must first seduce a superman. This will cause the world to sense a grave disturbance in the force, paralyzed by your arrival. Who is this despoiler of all that is good and nice and true? Where did they come from? And why do they look so good as an elemental?

Stage Two

Next, you must vaporize the Moon (ooh, tides!). This will all be done from a abandoned church, a mysterious place of unrivaled dark glory. Upon seeing this, the world will spontaneously combust, as countless hordes of animal minions (rats, birds, etc.) hasten to do your every bidding.

Stage Three

Finally, you must release your opening of the seven seals, bringing about an unending cacophony of screams. Your name shall become synonymous with fear, and no man will ever again dare interrupt your sentences. Everyone will bow before your mystical abilities, and the world will have no choice but to fall madly in love with you.

http://www.darksites.com/evilplan.php <--- the link to the test

4warded thingies again...

"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some love that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forever."
- Ally McBeal


If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat
If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
Its because you're not there to catch me if I fall
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound
Don't let me walk with him
Its you I want to walk with Don't let me talk of him
Its you I want to talk with Don't let me fall for him
Its you I want to fall in love with.

--------------------ooooO0Ooooo-----------------

The Answer:

When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me
When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch
If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost I too don't know where the
road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
Its you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
Its you I want to fall in love with.

hmmm i really dont want to join the friendster network...
haaay, hated it actually
but my crush invited me, so im forced to join... heheh...
hell,
but erm, im beginning to likee... hahahah...
to u peeps who wanna add me, here's my addy:
lee_ziong_ming@yahoo.com
there yah go.
peace out

There are some things that man cannot simply control. And there are some times that man cannot comprehend things that are happening around them- the way he feels, his environment, emotions, way of thinking, vices, virtues etc etc.

Sometimes I just want to make those moments last. But like the way the song narrates- “some good things never last.” And believe me, once fate hits you, it beats you up big time…

And then darkness succumbs you.

It weakens you slowly.

And I am stuck in a dream, at least I want to be stuck in an endless sleep. Euphoria you may add. Hoping, wishing that the pain would go away as I await the coming of a new dawn.

Hopefully, sleep may set me free.

Im alone today at our house.
Geez, hanggang Saturday po.
Its because my mom and sis went to the province, I was too lazy to come.
My dad was sent to Iloilo for work.

Hmmm… now I think im bummed here. I don’t know what to do, and Im kinda sleepy.
Plus Im seeing things here at our house. Kept on seeing shadows passing in front of me. Kanina I thought sum1 walked beside me, ala naming tao.
O well… hahaha, Its kinda kewl.
Bsta wag lang niya akong ngingitian! Ang freaky!!! waahhh!!!!
Please.. I hate it when I imagine things…
Its giving me goosebumps. Lolz.
Its weird, I think im beginning to scare myself. Hehehe…
Ho humm… (expression c/o mark )

“I see dead people…” lolz