~dizzy[up]boi~

About Me

haven't lost my morals. I'm just tired of being the "goody goody guy." I want those lonely nights to turn into something else. I want the attention from everyone just as much as the next person standing in a queue and I know I can't find it in my own house. I have to get my butt out there and ask for it. I'm not a bitch or a player…I just want them to know I'm here.
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March 21st, 2004

Posted by dunkin at 09:05 AM on March 21, 2004.

shifting sands

Sometimes I believe all the lies
So I can do the things I should despise
And every day I am swayed
By whatever is on my mind

I hear it all depends on my faith
So I'm feeling precarious
The only problem I have with these mysteries
Is they're so mysterious

And like a consumer I've been thinking
If I could just get a bit more
More than my 15 minutes of faith,
Then I'd be secure

My faith is like shifting sand
Changed by every wave
My faith is like shifting sand
So I stand on grace

I've begged you for some proof
For my Thomas eyes to see
A slithering staff, a leperous hand
And lions resting lazily

A glimpse of your back-side glory
And this soaked altar going ablaze
But you know I've seen so much
I explained it away

My faith is like shifting sand
Changed by every wave
My faith is like shifting sand
So I stand on grace

Waters rose as my doubts reigned
My sand-castle faith, it slipped away
Found myself standing on your grace
It'd been there all the time

My faith is like shifting sand
Changed by every wave
My faith is like shifting sand
So I'll stand on grace...
Stand on grace...

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March 20th, 2004

Posted by dunkin at 10:30 PM on March 20, 2004.

wala kasi akong magawa sa bahay e.
saka may nangungulit na mag take daw ako nito. :p
here goes nothing. :p
pa interpret na lang sa kin. hahaha :p

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Posted by dunkin at 09:48 PM on March 20, 2004.

ive been having problems writing a good, sensible journal entry these past few days.
i wonder why.

hmm... there's my exam week. and me, being the great crammer, wasnt able to be a good multi tasker too. So what i did was to sleep, and sleep a lot. Hahaha, weird though, i never did review seriously with my final exams (note: exams all start from the start, bummer, talk about torturing students, o well, life).

So there, second, with my constant rantings about life, the typical love-ish issues i have. Ask Mike, err... Harris, about it. He knows. I dont wanna talk about it here, ill just make a "dramedy" of this entry.

Third, im dang happy... i guess all of u know why now, manong told u all about it. (for those who dont know, dont ask). hahaha. and you know that when im happy, i dont write that much, well, i dont know about u, but that's my case.

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break

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singet ko lang.

I miss my class. (im SOCIABLE u know). Cge cge, im guilty of crying these past few weeks because of them. They are the first ones who cross my mind when i wake up in the morning (call me stupid, but im the kind of person that "sticks" around, I trust people, I believe that everything is good). We had our uniforms all signed up, hahaha, weird that we dont even know if we'll pass junior year or not. Too bad i wasnt able to go out with them yesterday at calamba for the class outing (strict parents, haha). good thing karma intervened and balanced my fate (u know how, remember why im happy now?). Our adviser even texted me that she'll do her best to defend our class this monday (deliberation day). She even promised that no one from our class will fail her units. And that she'll defend our class in every way that she can to help us pass. I believe in her. Idol ko nga. Its people like her that makes me want to be a teacher. well, i know that someday i will be. (hahaha, weirder, she was my moms teach before (it was a different school, and she was the dean there), and my adviser still knows my mom till now... aww sweet!)


I dont know why, but i love teaching people. I want to mold minds, i even remember my old theo prof that the noblest proffession is that of an educator, for he/she molds minds, and that his/her influence will not only last for a short span of time, but otherwise. sigh. sooo true.

I wanna make a difference, I will be a doctor in the future, at the same time be an educator, in God's guidance.

spit it out...

Posted by dunkin at 10:12 AM on March 20, 2004.

im happy...
and im not telling why...

:p

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